I haven’t been able to keep up with my blog because my computer doesn’t work anymore….but I do go on here every once in a while to write dumb posts that no one reads and stuff. Haha, I miss tumblr a lot. I miss being able to talk to you guys and see your awesome posts and things like that so I’ll try my best to get on more often.
A lot of weird stuff has happened these past couple of days. Prom was last Saturday and it was tons of fun, but not exactly as amazing as I had hoped. It wasn’t as magical as I thought it was gonna be so that was a little bit of a let down. It was nice wing able to see all everyone all dressed up. All my friends looked so beautiful and handsome. I really liked my hair because Maddy did it….she made it look so nice! But yeah, we had a party bus and everything so it was fun! It just just kinda hit me that I only have a month of school until I graduate and shockingly….I’m not freaking out. I’m not worried or sad I’m just really content. I’m going to miss some people, but everyone I’m really close to will still be around so I’m not worried about loosing any friends….I am gonna miss my drama/choir friends. I’m gonna miss seeing them on a daily basis….i dont know what that’s gonna be like honestly because those people have kept me sane….I hope I stay in touch with them. One of the things I wanted to do before I graduate was tell this dude that I had a crush on him….I told him and uhh LOL he was really cool about it and I don’t think he was too weirded out but he told me he didn’t feel the same way which made me a little sad at first but then I realized that it’s okay. I’m somewhat proud of myself for telling him….im just kinda sad cause I don’t want to loose him as a friend….that would really suck. Anywho yeah at first it was kind of a bummer but I got over it rather quickly. I just don’t think I’m ever gonna like anyone ever again because rejection is literally the scariest thing in the world and I me we want to deal
With it bet again so yeah no thanks.
I’m just going to continue to obsess over male celebrities.
Lol yeah I talk too much so I’m going to end this before it becomes a damn novel hahaha.
Young and, free spirited.
Originally from Ethiopia.
I love the culture and, speak the language.
I find enjoyment in reading anything from J.K. Rowling to Stephen King.
To say that I ‘love” film would be an understatement.
Writing is a hobby that I’ve had for a while. I’m no good but, it gives me a peace of mind.
I recently began playing the guitar and I’ve fallen in love with it.
Music keeps me grounded.
I’m a hopeless romantic, even though I have no idea what it’s like to be in a relationship.
Love is such a beautiful thing, and I hope one day I’ll be able to experience it.
When I’m passionate about something, I can talk about it for days.
I like being in peaceful environments, like the beach, or a nice little bookstore.
I find happiness in small things.
I don’t like to be labeled, or told what to do.
I love my friends.
I love meeting new people, learning new things, and going to new places. My blog is a combination of what I love, what goes on in my mind and, my weird sense of humor. "Character is how you treat those who can do nothing for you."
That Tsion is gonna spend the rest of her life single and then she’s gonna die alone.
Oh hey btw here’s a word of advice to you people….DON’T EVER DEVELOP FEELINGS FOR ANYONE EVER.
5 random facts:
I’m an idiot.
I’m boring.
I’m lame.
98% alone in life.
I’m gonna die alone
I like you as a friend.
FRIEND.
Friend. FrIeNd.
That’s all.
I know I can’t have you and I don’t want to spend my time wanting something I can’t have….
I can have your friendship which….honestly makes me just as happy.
Yeah, I made my move. I asked him to be my date to Steph’s party and he said yes….I’m not sure how it’s gonna work out or what’s gonna happen but….it’s gonna be fun.
I’m so scared to start liking him. I don’t want to like him unless I know he could like me back….I guess I just have to wait and see.
From this point on….no matter how cool or awesome you are….you’re just a friend. Thats all I can see you as. I don’t want to invest any energy, or emotions unless I know that there is a chance that you could like me. I don’t want to deal with rejection….if I use this tactic properly I won’t have to. No feelings, no nothing….you’re just my good friend.
I can’t help it. I like you.
I just really wish you felt the same.
He’s so cute and funny it makes me want to just crawl into a hole and hide forever.
Part of me says that theres no point in liking him because he likes someone else….but then then the other part of me thinks that maybe if he got to know me a little better he might maybe sorta kinda start liking me maybe. But then there’s that doubt….like what if I start to open up to him and he ends up not liking me in that way….but even though I’m worried he might not like me back I’m so eager to get to know him….and I think that’s why it’s easy for me to be myself around him. I love talking to him and stuff. So apart of me worries that he won’t like me but, the other part of me doesn’t care a whole lot because either way I get to have him in my life, even if it’s just as friends. I’ll be happy cause he’s really really really cool.
Did that make any sense?
Probably not.
